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13 oktober Talking about 前几天晚上去朝阳吃饭，碰到白桦林文学社的横幅，很是激动，用手机拍了照片没想到。。。。Google找到自己的名字在里边。 Quote 前几天晚上去朝阳吃饭，碰到白桦林文学社的横幅，很是激动，用手机拍了照片 30 juli "The look of love"The look of love Is in your eyes The look your smile cant disguise The look of love Is saying so much more Than just words could ever say And what my heart has heard Well it takes my breath away I can hardly wait to hold you Feel my arms around you How long I have waited Waited just to love you Now that I have found you Youve got the look of love Its on your face A look that time cant erase Be mine tonight Let this be just the start Of so many nights like this Lets take a lovers vow And then seal it with a kiss I can hardly wait to hold you Feel my arms around you How long I have waited Waited just to love you Now that I have found you Dont ever go I can hardly wait to hold you Feel my arms around you How long I have waited Waited just to love you Now that I have found you Dont ever go Dont ever go I love you so 29 januari Obligation I feel that I have the obligation to update my space....though I've been updating my other blog pretty frequently. It's like I have two homes and I spent more time in one than the other. But still I need to renovate this old home so that visitors come here will have a hospitality experience. I went back to China during the New Year, and I came back a little more than a week ago. I still have jet lag, because I still wish I was in China with my beloved family and friends. I've been spending most of the time of my days and night calling my family, chatting with my friends. I miss them. I call my mom everyday because I know that she got sick immediately after I came back to Canada. I hope she will feel better. I know that she is very attached to me, and me too. While staying in China, I made a big decision of my life. I am so happy and so surprised at the same time. I hope everything will work out. 30 oktober UpdateI haven't updated my space for a while. Because I've been paying a lot attention to other places.
I've been sick, still on medication now. But I feel better now, and I think I will recover soon. My Co-op is going well and I've learnt what I need to learn. I am looking forward to get back to school and finish my degree. I hope I can graduate next summer, which means I should defend next spring......... So I need a good schedule to let me keep up the pace with writing. My thesis is almost done, I hope to finish it before I leave for my Christmas holiday. But this may not be the case when my supervisor is too busy to response my email. However, i still need to write up my thesis and make myself ready for my defense next spring. I am applying PR, but haven't file my application yet. I hope to get it done by the middle of November. I am taking my IELTS test next Saturday, so I am taking some of my spare time preparing for it. Winter is here, but we haven't changed the day light saving time yet. I am so looking forward to it, because I get up so late these days. BUt sadly, there is one more week to go, and I have to get up very early for mny IELTS test on Saturday----which really sucks!!! I hope I won't miss it or fall asleep during exam. So much for now. 09 september What a summer!This summer has just went away, as I realized days became shorter and buses were more often delayed. It was hard for me to get up early, too.
I've been pretty happy lately. Don't have a good reason for this good mood. But I have one excuse. That is, I've been through a lot this summer, and I have just been over them. Although everything does not turn out to be exactly the way I wanted, I am still happy.
It's been a week, while walking alone the road, in a quiet neighbourhood, looking at the sky, the trees and the houses around, even looking at the crows flying towards one direction--maybe they are going home all together, I feel happy. I feel peaceful , joy and satisfied deep in my heart.
Sometimes I think, why crows are so different from humans? For humans, we don't go home together, we get together to play, do work and eat--maybe, but we go to our own home for rest afterwards. Crows are not, they search food, fly and maybe just hung around by themselves, but they go home with other crows.
I am still lost. I don't know exactly what I want in the near future, either have I a good plan. I was just following my steps. One of my best friends told me not to follow my steps, but my heart. I know what does she mean. But isn't what my heart wants is the same as what I am doing now, or simply because I have so many desires that I can't rank them? Why shouldn't I think the thing I am doing now is actually useful and interesting, and eventually it will take me to the destination I always longed for?
I am quite free now, I can make whatever decision I want (just don't piss my mom off). Maybe this is the reason why I am so lost, I have too many choices all of a sudden. I could do so many things in the future, because no one is important enough to influence my decison--personal wise.
But my lazyness, will just look for excuses to make me want to settle down anywhere I could be as soon as possible. It seems that I need guidance, here is where god wanna enter my life and tell me what to do? Should I let God do that? I don't even know him, sorry......
Leave me alone....lol...
I have a plan now, probably not perfect, but I like it. I won't tell you until I have accomplished it.
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